2 Ways
Life 2008/11/06 10:52
another entry in english, I should practice it more, because now I want back to south korea, I really want! This is a big wish and I miss Dong and Sung so much, I love both of them and haven't talked to them since such a long time. Besides this I love korean language and english also, so why not? Oh yes...there is something I foget, my dearest boyfriend. Well, I love him the way I love another boy 2006. 2 Years ago, such a long long time, but when I think about it it's like it would be just few months ago. Actually I'm really happy even after his message yesterday, it brokes my heart, but well you know life isn't easy, is it?
This day is going to be really quiet, I don't think something will happen today, because at work is everything going well and my boyfriend is back to his hometown till sunday. So nothing what could happen. But back to topic, I think about everything and many people just know me as a always smiling and happy girl....but I'm not this way...I'm just a small girl...and very emotional. Hrm, I can play well the role of a happy girl you know? Most of this is just show, because to look like a happy girl is better, then always cry. You know? Maybe it's in a way a big fake, but this are just feelings. Only few people know when I'm really sad, they now me well. Are you one of them? You have to decide on your own.
In this way, I'll never show my whole feelings to somebody....but maybe I start now, start now because of HER!
